One minute it's love

A little bit stronger

2011-11-28T17:03:00.002+08:00

Someday you will be everything to someone. Just believe and wait.

Time passes really fast when you are just wasting time omg why cant the clock tick slower? Its been awhile since i felt as sick as today. I didn't had much food either, been drinking water though water is like my enemy my last choice of drink is plain water unless its ice water. really feeling v bored and moody staying in the rm alone plus when im my throat isnt treating me well oh god.

this year passes really fast, really in a blink of eyes. i've almost been a diploma grad for a year and in the new year it marks me knowing g for almost 8 years hahahahahahahahahahaha and being with the bank for 1/2 year. past failed relationship is over for almost a year when xmas is approaching. In almost a year i can proudly announce that i have been stronger wiser and smarter, but not in anyway less messier hahahaha. i think once in awhile random blogging makes me open up to what i have to say whether if its on my mind or just some random thoughts. i dont need to have any readers but whats more impt is that this is my memory when next time im old and stuff i can always take this out and read and smile and tear probably hehe^.*

my mum is asking me to go and see a doctor soon omg really just want to laze here at this spot whr i am now.................... ok so i decided to nap till 6pm then go bathe and go see a doctor.

really hungry.................................................................................................... Period.

XOXO.

i've learnt the hard way

2011-09-25T02:24:00.003+08:00

My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with.

Hiiiiiiiii recently my weekends were spent with jas and her friends. yay to the drinkings, to the sleepovers to the h2ht yay to spilling everything out when you are drunk and yay to no hangover this weekend. I srsly think i've been happier. Many a time i thought that being with d is the happiest thing ever but i beg to differ now that being single isnt as bad. being surrounded with friends spending quality time tgt as a grp i think im starting to feel that everything's turning for the better. I swear aft this post im not gg to mention abt him anymore. and dear friends pls beat me if i mention abt him ever again ok ok winkssss

hehehehheeh october is the happiest mth of the year for me other than cny cuz its the princess's bday heh heh i haven start planning a single thing for my 20th bday this year ohwells i admit im still as lazy as ever.

vvvv hungry inserts vvv sad face here i think i have to crash soon.

Its 2.38am im still watching the maury show on youtube.

XOXO.

colour me blue im lost in you

2011-09-14T21:24:00.002+08:00

I may have failed but i have loved you from the start.

'Dont wana close my eyes, dont wana fall asleeep cuz i'd miss you, babe and i dont wana miss a thing'

I told jules at work today what i told gladys yst.

'my life sucks'

more courage is all i need. really thankful for the ppl ard me. i'd choose to have many good/best friends rather than a boyfriend, nothing feels better than being surrounded w friends. your friends doesnt betray you like how your bf will, your friends wont be possessive, you wont lose your friends cuz of your friends.... the world might be a better place without guys ohoh no the world could be a better place without guys with exception of daddy tan.

ok better dl my songs into my zen now hheheh

XOXO.

sometimes it hurts instead

2011-09-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

I was beauutiful.

XOXO.

hehaho

2011-09-04T02:28:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 2.30am.

yay epi 6 of yuan lai shi mei nan^^

dyed hair, fail2.

XOXO.

I am titanium

2011-08-31T23:51:00.004+08:00

Built to last.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii it feels so good to be back^^ im smiling now heheh rlly <: no idea why too.

so just a update on my life:

Graduated from school/ frolick/ citibank

gladys/ renice/ jas/ choi/ frolick babies/ arena & the guys

Life to me now, everyday just work and chiong. but im pretty tired of this kind of lifestyle...... its only 3mths i started to be a citibanker and i rllly cannot tank alr :c loser sia

Buttttt however hectic is work at citi, i really love the ppl there alr heheheh everyone treat me damn well, like im their little sister heheheehe feels good to be youngest at times^^ (twist)

hehehehehehhehehehehehehhehe i just weighed myself, im 47kg today so happpyyy ok maybe cuz i just ate a heavy dinner just now but ohwellsssss if i have the time tmr morning and if i rmb tmr morning i will weigh myself again ok promise hehehe need to pee riaozzzzz drank alot of different herbal tea today mummy made cuz im a sick bitch >: hheheheheh yao xiao bian i end this post w a recent pic of myself k in case all of you forget how i look heh heh^^

just want to say

XOXO.

who is

2011-01-12T22:28:00.002+08:00

What goes up, must come down.

Hiiiiiiiiiiii people, this will be the last post here ok ok ok?

hehehehehe please keep my blog and my lovely posts as a memory k? Im still ard so fret not, im still contactable hee!

Read my blog archives whenever because i will be doing that too! <:

Ohoh, im pretty relieved and glad that my results are well acceptable for this common test!

Firstly, other than my family hahah wth i sound so formal, =.= i want to thank dexterlee!

For his undying efforts to support me morally and physically in every ways when i was studying for my papers. I thought i wont fare well because this is the first time i study on my own (with dexterlee) hoho im declaring independence lololol!

okay enough said, thanks to everyone reading this little space of mine, i love all of you!

hehehe! (K)

XOXO.

dexterleeyanzhen

2010-12-30T00:46:00.002+08:00

there's no more tomorrows which i look forward to.

I will disappear.

U Love Yoi, dexterlee.

XOXO.

love without friction is fiction

2010-12-28T00:08:00.005+08:00

managing a relationship isn't like abc

Love makes you happy, makes you want to love more.

Love makes you sigh, makes you wonder what have you done (wrong) to deserve all the shits.

Love makes you live in your fairytale, makes you a princess and him a prince.

Love makes you want to give your best, but when you do, you are often taken for granted.

if you cant understand your partner, DONT love.

i admit i cant understand dexterlee some(most)times, so i will always question him with the why(s) and i admit, this got him quite irritated at times. but what to do, im the cutest to him HAHAHHA.

okay got to sleep now!

Life's pretty downhill for me now, got to buck up.

XOXO.

its not over tonight

2010-12-22T20:15:00.008+08:00

oh, the flashbacks.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, im blogging not because im not lazy hehehee just that i felt like blogging like once in a blue moon!

ohoh, was it yst? the lunar eclipsee?

HEHEHEHHEHEHE sounds so cool.

Guess what, its holidays and very soon after there will be whole lot of labtest, presentations before the sem ends.

Time passes really fast, 2010 is coming to an end.

as usual, the resolutions that i've made for this year went to a waste again hehhehe.

okay i promise/ will try to do to the resolutions im gg to make.

HAHAHA of course, first on the list will be to get rid of my laziness.

I mean not totally, and impossible to be totally but at least not that lazy.

If yall knw what i meant!

HEHEHHEE IM DOIN SOMETHING REALLY EXCITING FOR DEXTERLEE!

OKAY FOR NOW PACKING MY ROOM!

XOXO.

grenade

2010-11-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

I love you, you love me

We are happy family.

With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you,

Wont you say you love me too?

im so happy, when i see a parcel in my letterboxxxxxxxxxxx!

I love dexterlee, my boyfriend and my bff number 2!

gladys remains my number one, forever!

goodluck for your interview tml dexterlee, hope my materials helps!

Grenade baby (L)

XOXO.

^.^

2010-11-21T23:47:00.002+08:00

Its not abt the amt of envious your friends ard have for you, its whether if you are really happy.

I love how dexterlee sings one in a million accompanied by countless kisses for me.

but i hate doing homeworks and receiving warning letters from school, tsk :(

I have to start lovin' to go sch!

XOXO.

happy bday my love!

2010-11-15T00:18:00.003+08:00

Like a dream come true.

Happy birthday dexterlee (14/11), i love you alot.

Your smile is everything that makes my day good, no one else can be as irritating as you and you are who who makes me love more and more with each passing days.

I hope this simple celebration will be one of the best for you k? And i hope many many more years in the future, you will still plan for my bday and definitely, i will love to plan yours and hopefully i wont be so lousy in planning anymore :P

short and sweet post, dont you like it dexterlee?

HEHEHEHEHE i love you, lets go sleep now?

XOXO.

happiness

2010-11-07T01:12:00.005+08:00

HAPPY SEVEN MONTHS (02/11) TGT DEXTERLEE,

I love you more than anyone else except my family.

For everything you've done for me willingly, always sheltering me from rain or shine, and treating me 24/7 like a princess.

Laugh when you can, apologize when you should. Know that grudges are a waste of happiness. Let go of what you cannot change. Love deeply, forgive quickly, take some chances. Give all you have got. Always try to take things in your stride and smile when you’re feeling sad. Remember what you’ve got but also love and cherish what you have now. Give all that you have, because life is too short to be anything else but happy.

ohwells, easier said than done like always right?

Humans, tsk.

Love yoi dexterlee.

XOXO.

>:

2010-10-18T21:49:00.001+08:00

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我

Might be the last, i love you dexterlee.

XOXO.

HEHEHE

2010-10-17T23:01:00.003+08:00

Whatever it takes?

No one's life is perfect, not mine too.

I love you dexterlee, i got lousy temper most of the time and its deceiving how a guy's temper can be so good, well you proved it. Ohoh and i knw you love my zen, dont you? heheeeh

okay random cause the purpose of this post is to say 'i love dexterlee' heh.

please smile my dear dexterlee, dont frown anymore kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! >:p

XOXO.

why frown, when you can choose to smile?

2010-10-13T16:35:00.004+08:00

I wanted you

With the exception when your friends wont be there when you fall is, when they are the one causing you to fall.
thanks for everything my friends and dexterlee for making my 19th a great one, at least everyone seems happy. And im sorry for the aftermath.

I love you dexterlee, no matter what happens my right hand will still hold your left hand, and im always with you cause im always in your heart.

sch this week is counted as week 0 but but but why are we given projects and assignments so fast? :c
lessons were all pretty fine, i hope i will have to check my name at the block s notice board when this sem ends hahhahaha, if you knw what im thinking, yeah.

alright thats it now, meeting gladys later!
XOXO.

:D :D :D

2010-10-02T01:50:00.003+08:00

My picture's caption says it all.

I love you, dexterlee.

Well well well lp wrote a post for ken han, quite a power one. so im sure i can do it too.

Hehehehe.

Thanks for always taking care of me, when im sick when im down, thanks for listening to my rants, about work about friends about school about my mum's naggings about being broke about wanting more sleep, thanks for always protecting me, when i anyhow place my feet on the escalators when we are crossing the road you will always stand at the side where you will get knocked down first if we were to get banged by a car. Thanks for always ending the day beautifully with me, even when we quarrel and you are tired. Thanks for always giving me goodnights and morning texts, ending my nights with a smile and starting my days feeling loved. Thanks for bringing me to places I've nvr go before to, universal studios singapore, flying a kite though it didnt work well, picnic at pasir ris park though our initial plan is marina barrage. Thanks for lovin' me so much, other than my family, nobody loves me as much as you. Thanks for treating me like a princess. Thanks for 6 months of happiness with you. Thanks for everything you have done for me. I love you.

AND OF COURSE THIS IS JUST LIKE A SUMMARY, DEXTERLEE DID MORE THAN JUST THAT FOR ME.

HEHEHEEHE

CANT WAIT FOR TML CAN YOU BABY?

HEHEHEHHEHEHE IM GG TO PACK MY BAG NOW.

I LOVE YOU DEXTERLEE, LOVE ME?

HEHE

XOXO.

like its forever

2010-09-27T01:17:00.001+08:00

Happy day.

I love dexterlee and all his friends.

Of course, i love my girls too.

Cant wait to see babyv tml!

XOXO.

fly up high

2010-09-23T14:32:00.002+08:00

HEHEHEHE

Its raining now, damn shiok isnt it?

hehe, im wearing dexterlee's hoodie now and tgt with the rain its even more shiokz.

hahahaha im not sure why i typed that but i think i need some sleep before meeting dexterlee later cause its raining now, what else to do better than sleeping?

Lovee playing the lantern and sparklers with dexterlee and his friends yst, hahaha or our friends?

Cause now his friends are my friends but my friends are still my friends HAHA

dexterlee always treat me like a princess cause i want to play lantern got lantern want sparklers got sparklers.

Power? (Y)

i cant wait for my birthday celebration, haven seen gladys for ages :c

and i wana thank everyone who is planning my birthday tgt with dexterlee for me this year.

and everyone who will be attending and still, love dexterlee the most.

HEHEHEHEHE I SHALL WAKE UP IN 2 HRS TIME.

XOXO.

lousy mood

2010-09-18T12:20:00.004+08:00

Everybody gets tired of doing the same thing.

Maybe you are, but im still trying.

@merrychild.lj.

XOXO.

perfect

2010-09-14T23:48:00.004+08:00

Eveybody lies. The only variable is about what.

Im starting my 3 days convention work starting tml at Suntec.

dexterlee accompanied me to the briefing today at Suntec after his last paper cause his girlfriend sucks at directions.

Met lp and ken after that, they damn funny i swear, i cant stop laughing at them.

Back to school was great, bubble teas, great friends and all, except the fact that i heard its gna be damn stressful next sem :-s but im rather excited abt the classmates that i will be having cause there will be quite alot of unfamiliar people ard i guess cause the few of us, the path1 people who had fyp& attachment first, are merging with the path2 people probably.

Im using my sister's lappy in the living rm now cause im hungry and i want my sis to cook for me soon hehehe, oh and im falling sick soon i think, cause im feeling restless these few days :(

OH AND MY BIRTHDAY, LP AND KEN PLEEEEEEEEEEEEASE DONT PICK THE 9$ PER HR JOB OVER ME :(

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND I ALMOST FALL OFF FROM THE ESCALATOR TODAY AT AMK HUB.

DAMN CLOSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TO FALLING, DAMN SCARY :-S

A newly added song to my playlist, Perfect by Hedley.

I just know we cant be over, I can see it in your eyes.

A kiss without a hug is like a flower without the fragrance.

that explains why XOXO, right dexterlee?

Hope work's gna be easy tml and dexterlee is going to fetch me to and off from work, love love love him.

XOXO.

start over

2010-09-11T19:42:00.002+08:00

Whatever it takes

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

The lyrics express it better than you do.

XOXO.

2010-09-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

When i meet bitches, i cant help but to appreciate my group of girls more.

Had fun playing ds with Aretha today.

Once in awhile, short and sweet post, isnt it cool? :D

XOXO.

whatever it takes

2010-09-10T01:11:00.007+08:00

Dexterlee

My boyfriend loves to go gym.

My boyfriend loves to sleep.

My boyfriend loves to show off his hazel brown eyes and long lashes.

My boyfriend loves to take ugly pictures of me.

My boyfriend loves to eat.

My boyfriend loves to hold my hands.

My boyfriend loves to pose.

And today i realized that my boyfriend loves to play arcade.

Oh anyway, something random.

The band lifehouse is called 生命之屋合唱团 in chinese. HAHA wtf, direct translation.

Damn tired, i shall sleep soon.

And i love you, dexterlee.

XOXO.

>:c

2010-09-09T01:08:00.002+08:00

I hate myself pretty often.

Hahahahhaha my unbalanced retarded face.

Life's good, yeah its good when its spending with your loved ones!

Like how i did, spending my day with dexterlee, just watching tv and lazing ard.

How great if its forever! ^^

Ohyah i told him today that i want to retire by the age of 40!

and he told me, 'you dont even have to work!'

Of course, again, i bring out a smile instantly.

XOXO.

my heart hurts

2010-09-08T01:13:00.004+08:00

Things I’ve learnt, and am still learning…

The only person you can ever count on is yourself.
School doesn’t teach you what you really need to know.
No pain, no gain.
If someone treats you like they don’t give a shit, they don’t give a shit.
Life will be more worthwhile if you live for others.
If you want something done right, you best do it yourself.
Mothers are the best.
Don’t let people walk all over you - you’re not a carpet.
Ignore the people who put you down. They’re not worth it.
Some things are worth fighting for, but not if you’re the only one fighting.
No one is perfect.
Believe in yourself, be confident!
Never hold on to something too tight. You’ll just tire out in the end.
Don’t put anyone as a priority if you’re only an option.
It’s okay to cry.
Some people will just be assholes, no matter how old they are.
No one will love you if you don’t love yourself.
Most things won’t last forever.
But some things do.
Love is a verb. Love is a doing word.
Life can be really beautiful… sometimes.

DèX╤êR•™ __** says (1:11 AM):

*baby i can sweet talk too!

•DèX╤êR•™ __** says (1:12 AM):

*i asked my mummy why, she said cause she fed me honey since i was a baby

hahahaha, this makes me smile.

XOXO.

find beauty in the ugliest days.

2010-09-06T23:50:00.003+08:00

Your smile always brightens up the cloudiest day.

Shall we bake this tgt soon, dexterlee? :D

Your fave nutella!

My boyfriend is a number one cute joker.

He can do anything and everything to make me laugh.

And he always knws what to say and what to do when im sad/ pissed/ sian, and it'd cheer me up instantly.

Workhard for your paper tml dear, jiayoux3!

AI NI.

XOXO.

never stop believing

2010-09-06T00:19:00.003+08:00

Cause you are amazing, just the way you are.

Just when i thought there's nothing interesting to blog abt today, i suddenly rmbed that dexterlee gave me a letter for our 5th mth today! And please ah dexterlee, that was before you said this
•DèX╤êR•™ __** says (12:19 AM):

*i thought you would blog about my letter tonight

Hehe one of the lines in the letter which i like very much!

'Future with a dog named Ray, buy a house with gym and pool table!'

but my lousy boyfriend forgt to include the chimney that i wanted :c

And he thinks his letter is bloody romantic but i think my card for him still more power!

USS, Shangri-la buffet, night safari.

Cruise and bali soon? ^^

I really thank you for all the love you have given me all these while, and still, lovin' me as much like before.

workhard for your papers dexterlee, rmb what i'h said in my card cause its all deep down, from the bottom of my heart.

Baby, you are the greatest.

I love you.

XOXO.

perfect

2010-09-04T23:36:00.003+08:00

It's not that difficult to love

picnic today and dexterlee came to fetch meeeeeeeeeeeeee!

hahaha he wanted to come to my hse to fetch me at 9am originally, so after that we could go ws to shop for ingredients and back to his hse to cook. But both of us were so lazy, we woke up at ard near to 10am, and he took a cab to my hse!

ohohoh today i damn lousy, i only had 2.85$ with me :( i forgt to bring my money out wtfz and dexterleee help me to topup my ezlink, i love him alott!

After shopping for the ingredients, went to dexterlee's hse and seriously, we damn lazy.

We just laze ard, until 3plus 4 then we started cooking.

Original plan to marina barrage was changed to pasir ris park, reason being we were kinda lazy and its kinda late alr by the time we were done with the food.

my power boyfriend made fantastic saladddddd, hahah i knw its damn easy to make but his is damn bloooody nice! ^^

he cooked seafood fried rice tooo, cause i like seafood!

hoho im not too bad either, i made spaghetti and egg mayo bread and i got meatballs and cheesy hotdogs too!

HEHHEHEHEHE, had a great time with him at the beachz.

He sang and dance for me btw hehe :D

Love you baby, though no kite flying still, but i still love you very much.

Leroy's my brother hahaha!

XOXO.

2nd

2010-09-02T23:29:00.002+08:00

i love you = two words, cause I and You is considered as one.

I love dexterlee alot though my feet hurt alot wearing the pair of heels for work and walked from mbs to clarke quay with him.

Love you baby, happy 5 months tgt (L)(L)(L)

HAHA, how is it like when your good friend is falling in love?

When he/ she smiles, you smile.

Last day of work tml hehehehehe

XOXO.

2010-09-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

My whole world, it begins and ends with you.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, its the 2nd of the month again.

Happy 5th month dexterlee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (L)

Isnt it amazing how you always end up with the one you nvr thought you'd be with.

And how much it turns out lovin' your partner more than what you can never expect?

well, thats how much i love dexterlee, not exactly that much, but in fact alot more than that.

I love spending everyday doing everything with him.

XOXO.

talk, i'll listen

2010-08-30T23:34:00.003+08:00

Love is sweet when it’s new, but sweeter when it’s true.

I went back bs today, im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy to see my ex colleagues again!

Ohyeah, beth recommended a job for this holiday and im gg for the interview tml.

I shall blog more abt it if the interview goes well.

I wanted to surprise dexterlee after his paper but i failed to :S

So i met him at outram instead.

Had my fave pasta, im a happy girl!

tml's gna be a busy day, real busy.

HHEHEHEHHEHEHHEHEHHEE cant wait to see dexterlee though im looking at his cute face now through wc!

XOXO.

cause our cheeks can brush our lips can touch

2010-08-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

It's human nature to want to love, and to be loved in return.

HAHA I played this fb game with aretha, a damn cute game by just typing a to z five times then it'd calculate your average timee. but though it sounds rather easy but its rather tiring cause like for me, i will always have to say out the alphabets when im typing cause i cant type when i dont say it out loud.

Okay i suck :(

Taking ray for a walk with dexterlee after dinner just now was great, like always.

And nowadays ray is always following me whenever i go, lol i like!

Not to forget, spending quality time with dexterlee is time i treasure the most.

Workhard for your papers dexterlee, i hope my moral supports these days helped!

XOXO.

dont ever look back

2010-08-28T23:29:00.002+08:00

Just the same old song

I love dexterlee, ohyah, i dreamt that he told me that his name was actually chester lee, damn funny!

I told him and he said this,

dexterlee: chester sounds damn nerd.

Lol, I have to admit that my boyfriend is getting cuter.

XOXO.

love is you

2010-08-27T00:03:00.002+08:00

Love isn't blind. It sees but it doesnt mind.

Another well spent day with dexterlee though its just staying at his place the whole day.

hehehehe

My boyfriend falls asleep faster than normal people do.

My boyfriend makes me laugh like no one else can.

My boyfriend takes care of me better than I can take care of myself.

My boyfriend always makes me smile cause he's getting cuter with my influence heh.

:D :D :D :D :D :D and i love him very much.

Im gg to sleep soonnnnnnz, i shall ask dexterlee to send me my goodnight text now.

XOXO.

simple sweet things

2010-08-26T20:53:00.002+08:00

Secrets

dexterlee just asked me, will you be blogging tonight?

HAHHAAH love him.

XOXO.

You’re not just a memory down the lane

2010-08-25T22:39:00.003+08:00

I don’t mind not being your whole life, but just your favorite part will do.

Hehehehee i went to do my hair today, wellwellwell i spent 3 hrs sitting there, but lucky im able to watch YOG while im stoning there waiting for the time to pass to wash hair. Ohoh, i met dexterlee at simei, and we went eunos for his driving.

HAHAHHA and me being the really lovable girlfriend, I waited for him to finish his 1.5hr of driving lesson at the canteen there.

Back to his place for dinner and we did all the usual things we will do, like watching youtube videos, him singing to me, watching tv and its really a nice day spent though its not anything special that we did today but well, i really love doing all the normal routine things like watching tv and so on with him!

Ohyah check this person, ray william johnson's videos out! esp when you are moody and down, Im sure this can make you laugh and forget what you were moody about earlier on heh.

Dexterlee's coming over tml and we shall go explore MBS cause im a direction noobz and im starting work there on the 1st.

hahhaha so, tell me I'h got the greatest boyfriend.

just say only, cause dexterlee bloody not shy at all haha.

shall i eat chips nowwwww?

XOXO.

A heart full of smiles

2010-08-24T22:40:00.004+08:00

Life is full of beauty, notice it.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, Im really gna spend my holidays wisely.

Its been 6 months of mugging and chionging and so finally we get our well deserved holidays!

Ohyah, met my cliquez for kbox yst, i shall upload the pics fm my camera soon, cause they always complain that i dont upload pics :( hehe so qidai k?

Ohyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, and like always the greatest girlfriend always manage to surprise the lousy boyfriend.

hehe, I went sp today to surprise dexterlee for lunch.

Cause im worried that he might skip lunch, so I went to make sure he had his lunch.

Arent i cute? HEHE

ohoh but end up, he ate before i reached and i didnt get anything for myself cause all the stalls were close or rather everything i ordered, all no more alr.

i waited for him to finish his presentation and im so glad that I'h got good friends ard me who's always ready to help, and im really glad im able to help dexterlee when he needs my help heh (:$) cause he's always helping me to source for help whenever i need it.

After his presentation, we went ehub to have dinner and caught step up 3.

hehhehehe, i guess this is one of the must-watch movies.

What if by Jason Derulo and dexterlee's company made the trip back home a lovely one.

Love you baby.

Me: What if I'm the one for you? And you are the one for me?

Dexterlee: Picture me on one knee, with the perfect diamond ring.

XOXO.

I won't fall

2010-08-20T10:49:00.005+08:00

I just know we can't be over, I see it in your eyes.

Hi people guess what?

Today marks the last day of my internship here at above1.

And I'h alr typed an email for all my colleagues and my sup here!

Ohyeah, though, i complained those of the time about how shitty some tasks are, and how sian and depressed having to always redo work which wasnt my mistake, but ohwell, its still kinda a nice experience here.

hahaha but im probably saying all these now cause today is the last day! hah whatever it is <:

My email super power, so better read on!

Hi everyone, thanks for all the help during this 3 months.

Time passes pretty fast, and I'm really glad that I'h picked up knowledges that I have not been taught in school.

Thanks to Simon, for helping me to adapt to the environment here and looking after my welfare.

Always asking me to tell you when I needed help in my work, I really appreciate all of it.

And always assigning someone to guide me along in my work.

Thanks to Yugni, for helping me to setup my mail in the admin desktop.

And she's the first person I met when I entered Above1 3 months ago, cause she's the one who opened the door for me. HAHA <:

Thanks to John, for always helping me to solve questions and doubts about what the client wants when i dont understand.

And also he taught me alot of terms in photoshop, the various usage of photoshop and so on which I didn't really have too much idea of it at first.

And it really helped me alot cause my photoshop skills was actually basic initially.

Thanks to Roy, for always giving me easy tasks, working with html.

And whenever I need help while im doing my work, just a nudge on msn and he'd be there ready to help.

Thanks to Murdoc, for teaching me slicings, step-by-step. Her instructions are just like the book 'slicings for dummies' cause her steps are so clear that I can just follow them easily.

Thanks to Srihitha, for always coming over to check if I'm doing the right thing and making sure I understand all the instructions given. And she's always do one and let me see then let me proceed with the rest.

Thanks to Tom, for always cracking jokes here and there to make the dull day pleasant.

Thanks everyone, if not for all of you here, and im glad because of all of you here, my experience here for this 3 months is definitely positive.

I know at times I tend to complain a little here and there about working, but nevertheless, I will definitely miss Above1 and all the people here.

And I wish Above1 well and excel in your future undertakings.

Still keep in contact okay? <:

Best regards,

Yanzhen :D

dexterlee picked me up from work and came over my hse yst again and he sing sang sung songs to me, i likexlove!

These few days have been really meaningful and i promise all my girls to catchup more during sept! Kbox with cliquez on mon and they all can finally get to see my cute face! heh

Hi lousybaby, if you happen to read this, although you might not have everything, but you have enough. And enough is everything. That's what you are to me.

lovelovelove

see you later, my dear boyfriend!

XOXO.

Love me for all the days, love me in all the right ways

2010-08-10T23:07:00.006+08:00

Anything you truly want must be worth fighting for.

Hi peepozz! My boyfriend tried to surprise me today and guess what????????

He did it!

Heh he only managed to surprise me, hmmmm for only 4 times in this 4 mths we are tgt, i think!

cause his plans always fail, cause he dont want me to be unhappy by denying what he's gna do, who to blame? Im a smart girlfriend! :D

( 1 ) Bringing me to USS on our first month together.

( 2 ) Making mudpie for me on our second month together.

( 3 ) Popping by to accompany me for lunch during work.

( 4 ) Fetching me from work today! ( :D )

My boyfriend msged me ard 4pm plus.

Dexterlee: i just woke up, im gg gym soon.

Me: okay.

Then all the way until 5.55pm.

Dexterlee: baobei, 5 more mins?

Me: yup!

Dexterlee: what's wrong dear :c

Me: Ohyah we not meeting today?

Dexterlee: i just finished gym sia! :(

and guess what, he appeared right after im out fm the office when im walking to the lift.

Heh >:p

Love you dexterlee, xo.

Im sleeping now, tml sian again :S

XOXO.

HAPPPPY XOXO 4 MONTHS TGT DLJR!

2010-08-02T23:23:00.007+08:00

Love is like the wind. You can’t see it, but you can feel it.

HEHEHEHE, this was taken when my boyfriend went to buy food for us!

he bloody demure that day cause he wore specs ^^

ohyah and i seriously dont knw whats wrong with my lappy, i can sign in to blogger at times :-s but not all the time.

Ohoh and dexterlee if you are reading this now, happy fourth mth dear.

Work hard on your ppt, and i hope this brightens up your night a little! <:

Hehehe, i got alot of things to blog abt, im kinda tired now, sooooooo i will do it sooon!

meanwhile, stay tuned hehe.

XOXO.

rain rain go away

2010-07-22T09:45:00.008+08:00

I keep asking people to be happy. I just realized how stupid that is. If it were that easy, everyone would be happy already. So instead, I’m gonna ask everyone to be brave. That’s still not easy, but at least it’s more easily attainable right?

hehehehe she's damn cute, dexterlee cant do what she can <:

Hmmmmm, idk if its animated here but when i see this fm Joe's blog its animated! ^^

Attachment is really boring i cant wait for this to end.

I miss school and the people in sch :S

I miss girlygirls and esp dtsp v and lp.

I miss drinking bbt everyday.

I miss seeing dexterlee everyday.

Hehhehhehe and i miss getting mcs.

Im reallly getting lazier each day :(

ohoh and idk why i cant login to my blog at home :(

my lappy's gna crash soon i think, i cant login to my msn as well :S

lousylappyz

cant wait for this 4 weeks to be over, ohyah i got to really save up soon.

Im always spending all the money i have, even if my mum gives me extra allowance, it'd be used up as fast :(

every month ard this day, cant wait for the 2nd!

XOXO.

as long as you love me

2010-07-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.

Halfday today and met dexterlee, hate the rain :(

Sakae Sushi buffet and i love the time spent with dexterlee and how im amazed at how he can always make me happy and smile all the way back home.

After the clock strikes 12am, happy 3rd month tgt my dear laziest boyfriend.

I love you more with each passing day, and i cant wait to see you tml and sat!

Thanks for always giving me the most love you can ever give to anyone else, and because of you, i knw im the happiest girl in the world.

hehe watch out for my power text later, as usual hehehe love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

XOXO.

damn love dexter lee jiarun

2010-06-30T23:18:00.001+08:00

Some people care too much. I think it’s called love.

i love dexterlee.

Yanzhen Chen ^^

My most used words

Love:Used 33 times

Lee:Used 29 times

Jiarun:Used 26 times

Dexter:Used 26 times

Damn:Used 19 times

Happy:Used 13 times

Dont:Used 11 times

Someone:Used 11 times

Miss:Used 11 times

Never:Used 10 times

Heart:Used 8 times

Really:Used 7 times

Work:Used 7 times

XOXO.

Soulmate

2010-06-29T23:01:00.002+08:00

The easiest way to lose something is to want it too much.

Went for dinner with dtsp and pyj yst after work at marina.

Thanks for the ice cream treat pyj, and dtsp i really missed you heheheh, like how you missed me!

Took circle line and 109 > home!

Hehehehe I went sp today, i think i damn power.

right dexterlee? <:

Sighx100000000, im starting to dread working and i really hate the workload.

Im feeling quite stress and feeling like shit over this issue.

They increase my workload like free, and im feeling even more stress when im not good at ps and dreamweaver where 90% of the work are all about this.

:( :( i really feel like crying :(

I need to meet v, lp and dtsp soon :(

and i want to see dexterlee everyday :(

I really appreciate people trying to help when im bloody stress.

and dexterlee always make me feel better no matter what.

i dont want to go work tml, howwwwwwwwww

XOXO.

Need you now

2010-06-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hold nothing back, and have no regrets.

Dexterlee has a bloody cute but irritating cousin who treats him like his best buddy and best dude.

Damn funny.

My left eye was tearing since 8pm and it still is now.

:-(

Ohyah and my phone is really pissing me off, LG damn lousy :-S

I dread weekdays alot, my weekly report not done yetzzzzz.

Cant wait for weekends :-(

sad facez :-(

XOXO.

Breakeven

2010-06-26T21:53:00.004+08:00

Let’s run away to a place where the air tastes like rain and the sun shines like Sunday morning.

Life's a bitch at times, sometimes things doesnt go the way I want it.

Been having attachment for the past 4 weeks, colleagues are pretty nice people but i hate to work in such companies cause i have to think and produce work :-(

Location sucks, the food there sucks.

And yes heheh im back to blogging hahaha but i may stop anytime when im lazy <:

I miss my girls so much, cause i know they will always be there when i fall.

Other thn my family, my girls are always behind me and im really thankful for that.

and last but not least, i love my boyfriend.

Hope im always his number one <:

XOXO.

:(

2010-06-24T19:50:00.001+08:00

I’m not a complicated girlfriend. I don’t expect you to text me 24/7. I don’t expect you to call me everyday. I don’t expect you to put me in front of your boys. I don’t expect you to ditch all your girl best friends for me. I don’t expect you to surprise me with roses. I don’t expect you to buy me the world on my birthday. I don’t expect you to always agree with what I say. I don’t expect you to pay for everything. I don’t expect you to go out of your way and buy all the things that I mention I wanted. I don’t expect you to put me over your family. I don’t expect you to brag about me to all your friends.I don’t expect you to believe I’m the best girlfriend in the whole world. I don’t expect you to stop checking out other girls. I don’t expect you to never mention a hot girl in front of me. I don’t expect you to already know what I want. I don’t expect you to never be mad at me. I just expect you to be trustworthy, to trust me, to never take me for granted like I won’t take you for granted, to always be real with me, to keep equality between us, and to love me. That’s all.

2010-06-03T21:08:00.005+08:00

You know I'd give you all of me
I'd give you everything that I am
I'm handin over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning
And the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we're gonna do ite and do it right

2nd June, happy second month tgt baby.

All these while, i'h been happier than i know it myself when im with you.

I love you.

XOXOXOXO.

DLJR

2010-05-30T00:53:00.002+08:00

A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life.
Your best friend, your soul mate.
The one you can tell your dreams to.
He'll brush the hair out of your eyes.
Send you flowers when you least expect it.
He'll stare at you during movies, even though he paid 8$ to see it.
He'll call to say goodnight or just cause he is missing you.
He'll look in your eyes and tell you.
"you're the most beautiful girl in the world."

and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it.

Cant wait for 2nd! Loveloveloveyouz.
XOXOXOXO.

Touch my hand

2010-05-09T23:39:00.004+08:00

Searched low and high

Thanks baby i love the pink earpiece which matches my pink zen!

Hello baby, i miss you.

I miss how you cared for me, how you always make my day, and how you always make me feel that you love me.

Thou i'h just seen you just now, but i'm really missing all these now.

You mean alot to me, and i love you.

XOXOXOXO.

Make you understand, how i need you next to me.

2010-05-08T22:12:00.005+08:00

You are all i ever wanted

I love watching funny soccer shots on youtube with dexterlee.

I love watching music vidz on youtube with dexterlee.

I love making fun of dexterlee.

I love dexterlee's :$ face with blanket.

I love saying number 5 to him.

I love every littlest things we do together, cause i love him.

I love catching backup plan with you last night.

I love being just right beside you.

I love how you assured me everything i'm uncomfortable with.

I love you.

XOXOXOXO.

2010-05-02T23:07:00.004+08:00

happy 1st month baby, thanks for bringing me to Universal Studios, and the 815 words letter that make me tear, and the necklace and the rock candy and treating me like a princess today.

Love the dinner at your house, you not butch kk! Loveyou.

World's greatest boyfriend trophy for you soon k!

I love the content of your letter, and the surprise today!

If im gna choose again, its still you i will pick!

XOXOXOXO.

2010-05-01T01:04:00.002+08:00

babylove, we will be even stronger.

Sunday?

Hehehe.

XOXOXOXO.

hehehe

2010-04-27T23:38:00.006+08:00

I'll be your sunshine, you can be mine.

On time but i went home early :-S

Wtf :(

Slept and met dexterlee at plaza sing!

Bs dinner at newton tml! :-)

Sunday, dexterlee!

XOXOXOXO.

Everything about you

2010-04-26T23:07:00.002+08:00

Cause one minute, its love.

I can't wait for sunday.
XOXOXOXO.

Not everything you have stays forever

2010-04-22T21:24:00.002+08:00

Loveyou dtsp

Dearest dtsp, happy 19th birthday! :-)
Despite of ups and downs, agreements and disagreements at times, we are still standing strong tgt.
Third year celebrating your birthday together, and how much fun tgt all these while.
I just wana say, i love you girls, both dtsp and lp.
Shall upload the pics fm my cam soon, qidaiz k! :-)

dexterlee is the sweetest thing that has happened to me.
XOXOXOXO.

Stop, breathe.

2010-04-18T23:45:00.002+08:00

Im feeling very :( inside right now.

XOXOXOXO.

alternative ways

2010-04-16T23:51:00.003+08:00

Only good times last

Love hanging out with the usual people, cause its been long.
Gonna chiong fyp soon, if i have the motivation, so we shall see.

I shall hand in my bs resignation letter on sun.
Gonna miss so many people there.

Miss dexterlee not too much but alot.
XOXOXOXO.

BECAUSE ALL'S SAID AND DONE

2010-04-16T15:44:00.002+08:00

Hide-and-Seek

I always think of you before I fall asleep.
The words you said, the way you looked.
The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared.
And when I dream, I’ll dream of you; cause it’s about you, it’s always about you.

XOXOXOXO.

WALLS OF MY HEART

2010-04-15T22:46:00.004+08:00

I'm yours

Love everything abt you :-)
I love how you always got me smiling.

No more :( face heheh.

XOXOXOXO.

I'll send you a postcard

2010-04-12T21:41:00.002+08:00

You will never walk alone

Swensens today after sch!
The baked rice was great and i finished my food faster than dexterlee.
So he owe me one again heh ^^v
Love the banana spilt, but when the icecream melts, its damn gross.
Hehehehe.

Love you like never before! :-)
XOXOXOXO.

Endless summer

2010-04-10T23:28:00.003+08:00

Seeing you everyday is just like any daily routine that I loved .

Another lovely day.
With love.

XOXOXOXO.

Black or white

2010-04-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

Nobody's gonna love me better

Met lynn after school for awhile at town.
Gna be missing her for almost a week cause she will be back to msia :-S

I know you and you knw me, and that's all that counts.
:-) :-) :-) :-) :-)
DEXTERLEE, MEETING YOU AT TEN TML, I WILL WAKE UP ON TIME! :-)

XOXOXOXO.

Shouldn't have to give a reason why

2010-04-08T22:12:00.003+08:00

The loving look that's left in your eyes

Im always slacking, got to do something about it soon :-(
Went to pasar malam with V, wanted to go to sengkang's cause i told her that side one bigger thn the one at point.
But we were both lazy, so we went to point's one instead cause its nearer, lol!

Love the food, and we talked about anything and everything.
Haha, i still owe her DIY christmas and vday cards sia, but to do it soon since she's always so sweet.

Nicholas Colin Lee's fb- Google and 洪静仪= cannot find
LOL, nic doesnt knw that 洪静仪 is V's name.
Damn funny, so nic, here's your post haha!

XOXOXOXO.

Its not the same without you

2010-04-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

How to train your dragon is damn cute!
As cute as me heh.

'I love you'
'Me too'
haha!

XOXOXOXO.

Butterflies every time you come around

2010-04-06T21:08:00.003+08:00

We so in love

I won in eating baked rice.
Dexterlee won in guessing the correct bus.
One point each hehe.

爱你宝贝Z
XOXOXOXO.

A lover and a friend

2010-04-05T23:00:00.004+08:00

Loveya Lpz.
Loveya for 2 years alr sia, more years ahead! :-)

I eat faster than dexterlee!
XOXOXOXO.

I got no lies, i got love.

2010-04-05T01:04:00.003+08:00

Three lovely days tgt.
XOXOXOXO.

:-)

2010-04-04T01:07:00.001+08:00

dexterlee
XOXOXOXO.

dexterleejiarun

2010-04-03T00:34:00.003+08:00

I love us

XOXOXOXO.

Like almost lovers always do

2010-03-31T23:37:00.003+08:00

I’ve come to realise, its the What If’s that hurt the most.

Worn out :-(
Meeting dear lynn tml!

Im good at giving advices, but suckz when meeting the situations myself.
xoxo.

:-)!

2010-03-29T23:28:00.001+08:00

People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

Ni okay mah okay mah okay not?
Originated fm lp's ni okay mah heh.
xoxo.

Almost lover

2010-03-28T21:14:00.003+08:00

I cant wake up in the morning without you on my mind.

Not feeling well, hence i didnt go for dinner with gary :-(
My bad, brother.

Im not really feeling good, abt what i'h said and how i responded.
I dont expect anything and, im starting to reject everything that you'h said.
No doubts, i thought i could be stronger, to be more mature in my mindset.
But seems like i'h failed to.
Yes, im always appealing to be strong like how i always do, but thats not what i really am.

Im really blessed with random nice people ard in my life though.

xoxo.

Fight for this love

2010-03-28T00:48:00.002+08:00

I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we’re just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your nose or the way you smile, the way you look me in the eye, too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh. I feel as if my company makes you happy, and that’s what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see a smile on your face.

I got a cut on my hand, thanks pyj for the really cute disney plasters :-)!
Am really tired.
xoxo.

FOR THE LOSERS

2010-03-12T23:04:00.003+08:00

I wonder why, at this age, like fucking 19 years old and im sure few of them are older thn that.
I mean why are they so childish, trying to make a joke out of people, who didnt do any fuck to them. And, sometimes it comes unexpectedly that random ppl will be ending up to be the hypocrites. Childish, no life people, im feeling so dead for fyp.
But still, i wana thank my girls for being always ard meeee, lots of love babies!

But still, im standing strong :-)
And to lp, we are standing strong :-)
xoxo.

2010-03-09T09:22:00.001+08:00

SIAN NO FB NO MSN USING THE LAGGY EBUDDY HUNGRY NOW NO BBT HOW :(

FYPZ

2010-03-08T23:20:00.003+08:00

The only thing to look forward for this 12 weeks of fyp is seeing lp, dtsp, v, baobao & steph!
xoxo.

2010-03-07T00:48:00.002+08:00

IMA'S LAST DAY @ BS
:(

Teared and cried like siaoz, she's my first friend in bs, except for v, gary and the rest i knew before joining bs.
She's the one who taught me abt all the products knowledges, she's the one who taught me cashiering, how to do stocks, how to overcome difficult customers, and all the things idk when i first joined bs.
I rmbed last year, she's transferred to chinatown pointz, and i cried like siao also.
Today, she's at habourfront centre, she came over and gave her resignation letter and a card to all of us. i cried like siaoz agn.
We hugged each other, and she said i will be the one she'd miss the most and i added on, you are the one who is very impt to me in bs and taught me alot of things.

Emotional aside, but the tears came deep fm my heart cause i really appreciate all that she did to guide me and she's a really nice friend!
Gonna miss her around at bs, and her nonsense voice.

Haha, but she asked me to stop crying cause we will still be in contact! :-)
xoxo.

HOT SUMMER DAYSSSSS

2010-03-04T00:44:00.002+08:00

:-)

My left eye is tearing cause of my contact lens.
I think i have to sleep now to rest my eye :-(
love pasta, love desserts, love lynn, love the new specsz i bought!

Tiring week ahead, ah hate to wake up in the morningz.
totally dreadzzzzzzzz.
:-(

Fyp starting next mon :-S
Ohoh and i wana go KL!
xoxo.

now that we have come this far

2010-03-01T13:38:00.003+08:00

You make me smile like the sun

My fb suckzzz i wana comment but i'h got no enter button :-s

I haven started on NT, initially joining ray and the rest in school but im feeling tired and lazy to go.
:-S and i seriously suckz in doing notes on my own, lucky i got V's NT book!
Shall start nowww, sian :(

TUES FTWWWWWW!
But dislike the coming fyp on the 8th!
xoxo.

What if tml never comes

2010-02-28T01:03:00.002+08:00

A TWENTY DOLLAR NOTE! :-D

Lollol, im seriously very impressed and fascinated by the note man!
Cause i thought he gave me a hundred dollar note cause the colour of the notes look the same! And i cant help but saying cool sial cool sial all the way, till Mira told me, eh customer laughing at you.
Lol, its really damn cool, cause first time i see thisssss.
So i used my 20dollars to exchange for this note hehe!
Its a singapore/brunei note!
But its still very coool, right! :-)

Today's a threesome day at work, only Mira, Yang & me man, but its always fun with me man :-)!
Had mac after work cause im damn hungry and im having sorethroat again :-S

Gna sleep soon, am tired! :-S
Never make anything become a habit, I should be more independent!
xoxo.

jump then fall

2010-02-27T00:50:00.002+08:00

JELLYBEANS FTW :-)!

One last paper on tues!
Eating jellybeans, listening to westlife.
:-) Ftw i like!

After 3 papers this week, working tml again :-S
Gna give a miss to studying with ray & the rest tml at drivethru.
Sian manzz, gna be quitting bs soon i guess!
And my time management totally suckz.
xoxo.

:(

2010-02-26T12:17:00.003+08:00

I had a bad dream, not exactly a nightmare.
But i rmbed i dreamt of V inside!
So i didnt really had a good sleep :-S

Trying to study ooad now.
Like a sian only, whats with all the modellings and diagramsz and theory that i have to memorise.
Ohoh and mum's getting me hokkien mee later cause i was craving for it yst hehe :-)

Jiayou manz cyz!
xoxo.

Bye to my hellokitty phone, LG LOLLIPOP FTW!

2010-02-25T17:53:00.003+08:00

MY LITTLE CUTIE TO ADD ON TO MY PINK GADGETS! :-)

I customised this myself!

Hahah though i dont really love pink that much, but most of my gadgets are pink.
Camera, phone and my zen! :-)

I got a habit to smile when i look into mirrors, i like to go pee cause i think its healthy, i get stomach pain when im nervous, i can be rather childish, im short tempered at times, i love pizza, baked pasta, spaghetti, ramen, and seafood. I hate milk but i drink fresh milk. Im very timid, i scream when my friend screams even though i dont even knw what happened. I will count sheep if i cant sleep at night, i have a whole series of hellokitty vcds, and i like to watch them when im free. I dont really like hellokitty now though i used to like them alot. I like to listen to song lyrics, and i like those who knws how to appreciate lyrics. I like diy stuffs cause i think it values more thn anything else, i dont like my bowl to be wet, i like to clean it dry before placing my food on it. i always cant finish my food though i claimed to be damn hungry. i love fruit juices, and bbt is my all time favourite. I like floral, ribbons, polka dot prints and denim. I love oversized topsz, im fickle minded, im not a good decision maker, but im a love guru. I like to sleep, and im almost lazy to do anything. I adore sunflowers, and i love to buy bags! I often get my monthly magazines without fail, and i love to listen to songs played on air rather thn fm the mp3. I like old school songs, and im always hungry at inappropriate times. i think nape piercing is cool, i used to have 9 earholes but i closed 5 of it. I like to care & share with my friends, and im really random, and i like candid shots. Im a sucker in sports, but i used to like soccer in pri sch, i like dancing and i want to take up contemp soon. I cant swim and I got a phobia with water touching my face cause i felt like somehow i'h got difficulty breathing, maybe i think too much but well i used a facial sponge to wash my face. most ppl claimed i looked ahlian at first sight, but im actually not. i dont like camping, and i'h nvr done any housework before, except to pack my own table. Im very proud that i knw how to cook spaghetti, and i appreciate littlest things that anyone has ever done for me. I love jellybeans and gummies. I think babies and toddlers are super cute, and i always wanted to get married at a young age cause i think its cool. I got backbone prob, and i even went to the specialist before. I always appeals to be strong, but im always weak. I believed in karma and I like blings cause they are chio.

xoxo.

As many times as I blink I’ll think of you tonight.

2010-02-24T01:47:00.003+08:00

Write a song, read a book.

Yes i went for ballet today though im really tired.
And im really hungry now, like super hungry.
Im craving for baked pasta, spaghetti, ock, pizza & bbt!

And this nvr fail to cheer me up.

Bs chalet tml. gna love the bbq food! :-)
Hungryz :-(
Thanks joe for the DDI notes!
xoxo.

SEAT NUMBER 100!

2010-02-23T00:26:00.001+08:00

Hungry

Merry❥child says (12:22 AM):
*i hungry
KEN says (12:22 AM):
*hahaha
*cyz
*u forever hungry
*LOL
*tmr we eat mac !
Merry❥child says (12:22 AM):
*i where got
*wahlau
*hahaha
*yessssss
Merry❥child says (12:23 AM):
*but i sorethroat
*i kne
*knw
*i forever sorethroat
*HHAHA!
KEN says (12:23 AM):
*HAHAHHA
*where got
KEN says (12:24 AM):
*LOLS
*like so bad eh
*forever sorethroat
*):
Merry❥child says (12:24 AM):
*hahah dont fake cause im dajie you dont dare agree
KEN says (12:24 AM):
*KEN is a nice guy
*hahahah

Gna chiong osm later.
Sem exam jiayou cyz!
xoxo.

Doing that thing you do

2010-02-21T01:22:00.004+08:00

Lets bring it back

'If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.

You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy.

You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart.

If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you.

But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.'

MISS YOU V!
LETS MEET SOON <3

xoxo.

Merry-go-rounds!

2010-02-21T00:32:00.003+08:00

Crossing the line

I went to work at 11am and then realised that i should start at 1pm instead!
Shan was damn shocked that im opening shop with her cause Mira's opening with her, so with me it makes up 3 people doing opening which is :-S
haha, and mira is super guilty to tell me the wrong timing cause i whined and said i couldn't wake up this morning, which is truezz :-(

Ohoh and bestie Vincent came by again, this time with my favourite sunflower!
Considered a belated valentine present, and i really like it!
He took a pic of me with the flower but his phone suckz so he's sending me it soon :-)!
And I placed it in my vase already, in my room alr, i like! :-)

Sunflowers ftw!

Bs chalet on 24th, excited!
But not looking forward to my sem papers at all :-S
xoxo.

You make me smile

2010-02-19T23:10:00.009+08:00

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

(hee), i like!

My neat tablez :-)

My dying flowersz :S

ohoh i almost forgt abt this ticks! I got them when i was working for the last M1 roadshow way back.

Hahaha, my 3 pages diary!

Ohoh and i found this letter, now that i realised i'h worked for bs for almost 2 years :-)!

This is how messy it is :'(

I went to sch and studied with ray, sihui, audrey, wilson & yanren.

Copied ray's notes, slacked and homed :-)

I drank 2 cups bbt today hehe.

And i packed my room and my tablez which is in total mess.

Im feeling super tired, ohoh and working fullz tml :-S

xoxo.

We were just about to fall

2010-02-18T23:54:00.002+08:00

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

i did a draft on the cny post alr, but there were too many pics so i shall post when im done with it all :-)
Lol, been sending lp the pics but seems like it kept failing with sme errorz, send you agn soon k, my dear lpz!
And this is totally random, i once said that wilson inspired me to do a post on type of guys i fancy yesss?

Though appearance is secondary, but here it goes.
I prefer guys without really short hair, not really too long as well.
Def not those emo stylez, i like neat hair!
I dont mind coloured (not any kind of special colours like all blonde or sort) or just black hair :-)
I like nice features, haha like who doesn't!
Average dress sense, appropriate for diff events :-)

And the type of character goes like being nice, caring, a good listener, esp listening to me cause i'h got like alot of things to rant when im down and someone who can make me smile anytime.
I hate guys with esp high ego, and being overly confident.
I dont like comparisons, and overly possessive guys.
And sociable guys are better, right? :-)

hahah i guess im done, and im loving the song, dont forget.
I kept on replaying it but it still sounds good :-)
Mum wants me to sleep early cause im falling sick :-S
And i dread to go sch to study tml, but i'h got no choice, exams round the corner and i'h got no much gpa to drop further :-(

xoxo.

CNY!

2010-02-17T23:00:00.036+08:00

CNY DAY ONE!

Ohoh her untidy plaits was tied by me, lol.

Everyone loves clarice like how i do! :-)

She's a sweetheart like me haha!

xoxo.

silly romantic

2010-02-14T01:46:00.002+08:00

Every little sweet things

•DèX╤êR•™ __**
you are my sunshine
•DèX╤êR•™ __**
my only sunshine
Merry❥child
my only sunshine
•DèX╤êR•™ __**
you make me happy
Merry❥child
you make me happy
•DèX╤êR•™ __**
when skies are grey
Merry❥child
when the skies are grey
•DèX╤êR•™ __**
you'll never know dear
Merry❥child
you nvr knw dear
•DèX╤êR•™ __**
how much i miss you
•DèX╤êR•™ __**
please dont take
Merry❥child
how much i love you
•DèX╤êR•™ __**
my sunshine away
Merry❥child
so please dont take my sunshine away

Ldw's maggie mee! :-)

My (hee) emote by dexter! :-)

Very fun and enjoyable days with lp, dtsp, baobao, ken, liang, jw, binghui, sebz these few days respectively.

Very nice moviez like I hate vday and vday with dexter :-)

xoxo.

2010-02-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

And finally a break fm those mugging!

Happy 18th matthew! :-)
Went over to Marina after IS paper, and had pizzahut! We were all hungry to the maxx.
Went over to epic centre to get an iphone casing for lynn.
The rest of them went for movie, while i headed to citylink to find lynn.
Passed her her present as she's leaving for msia for cny, and i'd missed her birthday by then.
Lol, and as usual my words in the card that i gave her make her felt touched.
But she's indeed a very nice sister! :-)

Left after that, and headed to hg for facial.
Splendid facial, love the mask everything :-)
But my express manicure was a cui like totally :-S
Ohoh and am working tml, cuiz.
I wana to go home even earlier thn 5pm shall ask my supervisor tml hehe!

Ohyahhhh and lynn suggested Bali, tempting!
xoxo.

Do you remember

2010-02-11T14:03:00.002+08:00

ITP :S

Shall go prepare to go sch after poking all of them back :-)

' There are 82 letters in here, and they’re all addressed to you. I wrote them all this summer, one a day, but I never sent them because I was afraid. I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, .like before. Cause you hurt me so bad and I was afraid to be vulnerable again. I was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel. And I know that doesn’t matter now, after what I did, but i just thought that you should know. This is how I spent my summer, Luke, wanting you. I was just too scared to admit it '

Lucksz for CT!
xoxo.

2010-02-10T19:44:00.003+08:00

Little steps to happiness

Lol, webcammzz, kyc's baby pooh!

Went ballet with bff yst!
Today's china & india studies is rather badz :-S
Wanted to go facial today but all booked alr, so shall do it on fri!
Shall study Itp later!
Ohoh and i realised that girls who shout in the public are unglam.

I wanted you to be there when I fall.
I wanted you to see me through it all.
I wanted you to be the one I loved.
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep.
I wanted you to show me what I need.
I wanted you to know just how deep down,
I wanted you.

xoxo.

CRAVINGSZZZZZZZZZZZ

2010-02-07T19:23:00.002+08:00

I'H GOT REALLY RANDOM CRAVINGSZ RIGHT NOW :-(

I WANA EAT MAC, PIZZA, OCK, PASTA, FRIES, CHICKEN WINGS.
BUT NOW EVEN SWALLOWING WATER, I'H GOT DIFFICULTY CAUSE IT HURTS MY THROAT SO MUCH :-(
SO CAN YOU FML NOWWWWW? :-(
XOXO.

Paint me a palace

2010-02-07T18:45:00.002+08:00

If you’re feeling blue, try painting yourself a different color.

Happy birthday to my dear sis as known as ahgirl, happy 14th!
I sang her birthday song at 11 last night cause im preparing to sleep alr.
and also eehon, same birthday as my sis ah!

Was alr sick before i went for work yst but they were short of manpower so i went, and mira got me cooling water which tastes awful and sme throat candy.
Didnt have appetite, and i only had like two mouthful of my fried fish beehoon :(
Wanted to eat panadol cause mira said it was really good, and she helped me to cut into half cause i cant swallow them, in the end half was down the other half was vomitted out by me.
Then usual scenario i cried :S
And michelle and mira was laughing at me, telling me there was nthing to cry abt but i was feeling really unwell.

So homed at 6pm and i slept with my mum last night.
Was feeling abit sianz not sleeping with dajie :-(
And everytime when im sick, i always felt so weak.
Physically & emotionally.
Thanks to all that wished for me to get well soon, cause cny is so near and of course i haven studied my common testz papers :-S

Totally no appetite today and mummy just brewed luo han guo for mezz is a black drink which tastes very bitter :-(
I want to go bath and see if mummy allows me to go for a walk with dajieeeeee!
:-(

xoxo.

Excuse me while i kiss the sky

2010-02-05T20:16:00.002+08:00

Im your fav girl, yes?

If i die tomorrow, there will be people who have totally different memories of me. To one person I might be the bitch who thought she was better. To another person I might be the ugliest person on this planet, to her I might be the gorgeous, lucky girl who she despised because I was spoiled rotten. To another girl I might be the girl who got really good grades, so jealousy erupted. To him I might be the girl with the annoying laugh. To another guy I could be remembered as the girl who wasn’t anything to him. Maybe I’ll be remembered as the girl who was always on her phone, or the girl my roommate disliked. But none of that matters. you know why? By my best friends I’ll be remembered as the girl with the contagious laugh and the girl they would go to if they ever needed anything. But most of all, I’ll be remembered by my enemies as the thing they couldn’t add up to.

Caught Hachiko at hub with my dear friends, (TODAY IS FRIIIII)!
A touching movie abt this dog and its owner, catch it!

xoxo.